Monday, June 11, 2012
the last 2 days have been really great haha (: I'm in quite a good mood today so i decided to blog a bit here. i don't want my blog to be full of depressed blogposts haha, so today i'm gonna let the good old cheerful me take over ((:
sch term ended last fri! :D so happy omg. (: i haven't really finished all my labwork yet, and like still cannot pass crown competency, but i don't really care alr i guess? haha cos there will be time next term to finish! (actually not really la, but i will have to make time for it i guess!) i've been waiting so long for a break from sch, and it's finally here yay!! :D
so anw, ytd and today, we had 6w class gathering at changi village hotel (: haha the response was pretty awesome i feel, cos we managed to meet up with everyone who was in singapore, except for a few ppl la. and it seriously makes me very very happy to meet up with this bunch of friends haha. (: hope they feel the same too! :D
these 2 days i did not feel the depression seeping in at any point of time at all haha (: i felt like i was normal again omg (: but now as i'm typing this i think i can feel the depression coming again haha. it sometimes swoops down on me quite suddenly but i can always feel its presence around me, like a thick blanket of some sort lol.
anw back to the happy story (: so we basically spent a lot of time nua-ing in the hotel hehe (: like, sitting around in the room watching tv (cartoons that did not make much sense according to skoh HAHA ) playing cards (omg i srsly suck at daidee and bridge, damn it omg hahaha ) and basically slacking hahaha xD but i still had a lot of fun anw (: i guess it's nice not to be rushing around madly, or having to give not just a hoot, but like ten thousand hoots about every single freaking thing. hahaha (: it's nice knowing that sometimes, just sometimes, i get to live life just the way i like it, and not have to be subjected to some shitty criteria of some sort, or some standards which i sometimes don't agree with but still have to fulfill anw. -.- it's nice being able to catch my breath, and simply just
breathe. [really, sometimes in sch i feel like i'm gonna stop breathing completely. and the freaking mask doesn't help one bit at all. ]
and like what jn ah ma said, it's prob cos we're so familiar with each other alr that we can just say anything, like srsly
anything, and not have to worry so much about being judged or what. and it's like, i know at least that i can trust everyone completely, and no one is gonna backstab me or anything. i'm tired of watching my back all the time, and i'm glad that just for a few days i can let down my guard and be normal and relaxed. most of the time i feel tired of life but oh wells this was really a weekend getaway where i really felt happy to be alive haha. (: so honestly i guess it doesn't really matter what you do at outings, but it's the company that matters. and cos i love all of you so much, even if we just nua and slack and srsly don't do anything at all, i can still feel like i'm enjoying every moment of it (: haha with some other people, i would probably just feel like they're wasting shitloads of my time. and in drastic situations i'd feel like they're wasting craploads of my
life. hahaha xD
haha so anyway, after nua-ing awhile we went for dinner, shared some dishes hehe (: it was really nice cos it was a large round table and it felt like we were one big happy family hehe xD and omg, stuart is really scared of cats, it's hilarious :O hahahha xD and i like how shuch is so nice to animals haha, like how he fed the cat that was really persistent in coming around to our table every few minutes haha ((:
after dinner we went swimming! :D there was a wedding reception going on at the pool haha, and the food at the reception looked quite yummy! :D haha i think the pool is quite pretty too, it actually looks a bit like the one at MBS haha, prob cos of the glass railing (: pretty! :D haha (: so we nua-ed some more, and slacked around in the jacuzzi, talking cock and splashing water at each other LOL. just like little kids i swear (: or "bunch of retards" as i so mentioned in my bday speech hahaha xD
haha then we went to wash up and nua somemore in the room haha :D played cards and had supper and drinks hehe (: omg bacardi rum is so expensive la, one bottle 76 bucks?! but i like the taste haha yums (: anw skoh is really funny when he's high omggg it's a hilarious sight that i'll prob never ever forget for the rest of my life lol!! xD and omg we had prata for supper and it was hilarious how we poured curry into a huge beer mug cos there was no where else to put the curry omggg. and then there was so much excess curry we wanted to concoct this new drink "bacurry" haha -- bacardi mixed with curry hehehe LOL. i bet anyone who drinks it will confirm lao sai like hell the next day omg.
then some of us stayed up quite late until like 6 am. HEH. super late right omggg i swear this is the latest i've stayed up!! :O hehe cos we were playing truth or truth hehe (cos it's a bit inconvenient to do any dares at this sort of ungodly hour) and yeah so we learnt quite a lot of interesting stuff about each other (: i like how we're so comfortable with each other that we can answer all these paiseh questions without feeling awkward or what. hahah ((:
then we slept like pigs until afternoon time omg, then nua-ed somemore (watching tv and rolling on the bed omg ) hahaha xD oh and i had a little htht session with marg and jn too (: thanks girls for listening! :D then went to check out (: and some of us went to jco donuts at tampines mall for a light afternoon snack (: hehe then after that we took a long train ride home, and jn ah ma alighted at novena with me and we had dinner together at tcc! (: 1 for 1 pasta yayy omg i love gss (((:
and i love talking to jn too, she is srsly very understanding and a very good listener. ((: i like! :D haha i usually always feel better after talking to her (: haha and like what she said "you don't judge a driver by how many times he has taken his driving test before he passes" so similarly, it doesn't matter how long it takes for me to pass tests in sch (: haha nice analogy lol :D
and yes ok i think it's prob time for me to sleep soon haha, i'm running on severe lack of sleep hehhh (: but we should totally do this again anw! (: had loads of fun with you all :D i really really hope we'll still be this close in future heh, cos it'll be such a waste to drift away from a tight knit group of firiends like you all ((:
